But even now, I hate authority figures. I hate how adults are always thinking their right, I hate how they never trust me, and I hate how they look at me.

As if I have no idea, what I am talking about, or know.

I hate how I'm not allowed to do things because they think I'm so young, or hate how I can't hang out with my friends after school because my parents don't trust my friends.

I hate how society is clueless and non-accepting, I hate how hard life is and how I have to fight for some things and lose another at the same time.

I hate how I have to always act older than I am and I hate how homework is the only thing important. I hate how the future is so dim and misty, and how I don't know what's going to happen next.

I hate how family is so suffocating and restraining.

I hate how my friends are never open with me, and I hate how I have to deal with bull-sh*****s every day.

I hate that boys my age can never look past their friends, egos, and d****.

I hate that girls my age change, talk about you and worst; forget about you. Always talking about boys as if they would save you if you talked about them long enough…

I hate how much life sucks.

I hate you.

I hate me.

I hate how parents always remind you how much of a burden you are to them. I hate how people don't acknowledge your opinions. I hate how they try to make you do something when you don't want to.

I hate how priests are so condescending, and how they spread their opinion of the world. Why can't they let me pray on my own?!

I hate awkward silences and having people pull surprises on you. I hate how people throw surprise meetings, surprise errands; whatever surprise s*** on you and expects you to do it.

If I wanted to surprise myself, I would go jump off a roof.

I prefer the silence where it's just you and the world because then, you know who you are and the world is the same.

I hate because there are things in the world I cannot change and there are things that I didn't change when I had the chance.

I hate because I have to forgive so easily.
I have to 'forgive and forget'.

I hate.

And the world does not recognize it.