Author: Jamie Luv PM
This is more of my thoughts...Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Poetry - Words: 421 - Published: 10-07-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3063972
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But even now, I hate authority figures. I hate how adults are always thinking their right, I hate how they never trust me, and I hate how they look at me.
As if I have no idea, what I am talking about, or know.
I hate how I'm not allowed to do things because they think I'm so young, or hate how I can't hang out with my friends after school because my parents don't trust my friends.
I hate how society is clueless and non-accepting, I hate how hard life is and how I have to fight for some things and lose another at the same time.
I hate how I have to always act older than I am and I hate how homework is the only thing important. I hate how the future is so dim and misty, and how I don't know what's going to happen next.
I hate how family is so suffocating and restraining.
I hate how my friends are never open with me, and I hate how I have to deal with bull-sh*****s every day.
I hate that boys my age can never look past their friends, egos, and d****.
I hate that girls my age change, talk about you and worst; forget about you. Always talking about boys as if they would save you if you talked about them long enough…
I hate how much life sucks.
I hate you.
I hate me.
I hate how parents always remind you how much of a burden you are to them. I hate how people don't acknowledge your opinions. I hate how they try to make you do something when you don't want to.
I hate how priests are so condescending, and how they spread their opinion of the world. Why can't they let me pray on my own?!
I hate awkward silences and having people pull surprises on you. I hate how people throw surprise meetings, surprise errands; whatever surprise s*** on you and expects you to do it.
If I wanted to surprise myself, I would go jump off a roof.
I prefer the silence where it's just you and the world because then, you know who you are and the world is the same.
I hate because there are things in the world I cannot change and there are things that I didn't change when I had the chance.
I hate because I have to forgive so easily.
I have to 'forgive and forget'.
And the world does not recognize it.