5/9/2012 5:10a

Wow, this was even more difficult to post than I had imagined.

You say I'm never good enough

And that I never try.

You say you're only helping me

To see me mess inside.

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To say that only hurts things more;

It makes the monster grow.

This anger courses through me,

Work not to let it show.

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See, I know I'm never good enough

Knowing this, it's hard to try

'Cause I don't know where the next step is,

I just know I want to fly.

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I don't need your permission;

Your help would've been nice,

But since that seems too much for you,

I'll go elsewhere for advice.

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Thanks for all these years of nothing

But phone calls and fake "I love you's"

I know well where we stand now

We were too forced to be true.