Everything I do feels so wrong

You tell me its okay and you still like me just the same

But I can't tell you how I feel

I can't show it

Or even write it down

My heart whirlwinds with emotions

All safely kept inside

Why am I so scared of you hurting me?

If anything you are the exception

The one who will always be there when I need someone one

The one who will try forever to make me smile

The one who will tell me your deepest darkest secrets, trusting that I won't tell a soul

But everything I feel cannot be expressed

Not in a poem, song or in words

Whenever I see you, I just want to wrap my arms around you and relax in your enticing scent

Whenever I talk to you, I want to confess all that is in my heart

Whenever you hold my hand, I want to hold on even tighter and never let go

Maybe I'm just afraid of losing you

You're the first one who cared

The first one who told me how beautiful I am

But if I can never say anything back to you

Will you stay with me or move on to someone who can?

Sometimes all you can do is write...even if the person who you want to see it most, never will.