I know it's killing me
I can feel I am dying,
Growing weaker
You tried to help, but I've lost all hope.

They say I can recover

You say you can help me
But I want to cry,
I want to scream,
I need to eat
But I can't.

Is this Beauty?

I am so alone.
It pains me to eat
Is it too late?

I thought I could end this
I realized I'm trapped
I went too far
There's no coming back

Can't you see how this affects me?
I hear you talk, I have no self-control
I am a stranger, unfamiliar in my own body
Why can't you hear my cry?

You call me perfect

But what is perfect?

You don't realize how much a smile can hide.

I just wanted to be Beautiful.