Blood formed a pond surrounding me. Did I do this my hand coverd my mouth as i gaged. Had i done such a crime?

Sweat forced down my face as I awoke in relief, another nightmare. I forced my body out of bed, as my feet hit the cold hard wood floor, I was dragged under the bed damp, wet hands clinging on my ankles; My little nub nails trying to grasp somthing, anything. Gasp I awoke to my grandma Maryse dabbing a cold wash cloth on my forehead. I scrunched up in a ball. "w-what happened?" a cold shiver fell apon me. My grandmother sighed "Another nightmare. Its not natural for a sixteen year old to be under this much stress." she sighed again "So i finally decided that you need help. I was talking to your school they said you can stay out of school for awhile." "Why? I know i've been having some trouble sleeping but its nothing seriouse I promise." " Ive heard this before Rae and im starting, to get tired of it." she stroke my cheek "Im worried about you Rae" tears peraced her eyes "So i decided to get you help." "Help? I dont need help." "Rae its time for you to start taking responsibility." Her voice was as broken as the look on her face. "B-but everyone has nightmares. You make it sound like im some retarded mental kid!" "Now calm down Rae please. Can we talk more about this during breakfast. Now please Rae get dressed." She pulled the wet cloth from my forhead and walked to my bedrooom door.

I peared over the edge of my bed terrified to even lay a foot on the cold floor. I took in a deep breath then ran to the bathroom door I grasped the handle, creaked the door open just a pinch then ran inside.

After I was ready I slowly made my way down stairs, inhaling the smell of home made pancakes, yum my favourite; but I knew this was just a destraction to keep my mind off of everything that i've been going threw. As I wandered into the kitchen my grandmother was flipping pancakes in the pan. I stared out the patio window and took in a deep breath. Grandma made me set the table for breakfast even though it was just me and her. During breakfast she started the conversation all over again. "So... Rae tommrow I'm going to be dropping you off at that special house... So you will need to pack. Its nothing perminate though." "What special house? and why do I have to go? Dose this have anything to do with my nightmares? and is this why I have to stay out of school." "Well hon its actually a...a mentail illness center, I really think you need help. I talked to your teachers and there sending your school work to the center; but dont worry there will be others there with illnesses just like you." " I-I cant belieave you would do this to me." "It's for the best Rae ,I promise everything will be fine." I shoved pancakes in my mouth with anger. "Rae please dont be like this, I really belieave this is for the best." For the rest of the day i gave her the silent treatment i didnt want to sound imature but i couldn't help it. "You cant ignore me forever Rae!" I mumbled under my breath "Are you sure about tha!"I snaped. Later that night I could'nt fall asleep. All the drama piled up in my head and started a headache. I finally fell asleep at 2:30am.

At 5:25am I was awoken by my grandma scavaging threw my drawers, and packing my bags. "W- what are you doing?" My head ached as I whiped the sleepies out of my eyes. My grandma finished packing my bags then turned to me. "Its time for us to go Rae." "What! I dont even get a second thought about this?" "I told you its for the best. So we can get going in your pj's right now or you can go get dressed. Its your choice." "No way you cant be this shallow!" "Excuse me" "Forget it now im actually exciteded to get away. All you do is make dessisions for me and I'm tired of it!" I stormed into the washroom and locked the door shut. All I heard was a alittle shuffling then a door slam. As I slowly creaked the door open I felt empty inside. Did I really say that to my grandma? Did iI mean it? I didnt know and I seriously didn't care. When I finally thought it was safe enough to get out of the bathroom, I crawled back into bed.

I awoke to music. I believe the song was called Safe and sound byTtaylor Swift. My vision was blury I wiped my eyes a few times. When my vision was equally normal I noticed I was in some sort of vehicle. I looked around and seen my grandma in the drivers seat "Where am I?" "I'm so sorry Rae... I just want you to get better." "I-Im s-surprised that you would ambush me like that." "Im so sorry Rae." she started crying. I sighed "No Im sorry i should just except that I have a problem but its nothing mental." " I just want to be positive, that you dont have a seriouse condition." "Well when you put it that way I really appreciate your concern and if I dont have a probloem?" "Then i'll come pick you up as soon as I hear." I took a deep breath thinking of words "Fine." I know I'm going to regret that later. As it became silent in the car I muttered "What will my friends think?"

As we pulled up to the house I was amazed. There was a stunning garden with butterflys sworming, it was just like a fantasy. The house looked very big and modern. As i steped out of the car a pale women with jet black hair came running out. She was wearing a long tight red dress. "You must be Rae." She shook my hand firmly and steped towards my grandma "And you must be Maryse." "Nice to meet you and you are?" my grandma said friendly. " I'm Stella. I help run this place." a charming smile swept her face. Thats how the introduction started. When I got my bags we went inside. There were tones of windows but I bet most of them were fixed up with alarms and locks. This place wasn't so bad, the walls werent dark and there were windows. When I wandered into the living room I was in love! A huge flat screen tv and 3 apple computers. This place was very stylish, It would kinda be like a vacation. Where were the others though? "Rae it's time for me to go now!" I ran into the dining room "WOW this place is amazing!" " I'm glad you like it" Mrs. Stella said. My grandma kissed me goodbye and left with a few tears. "So umm... Where's the others?" "Oh they are just finishing up in class." She replied with a smile. We headed up the stair case to my room "Will I have a roomate?" "Of course unless you aren't comfortable with one." "No I'm fine, I would actually like to know at least one person." I smiled and she smiled back. She showed me my room, then requested that I should get dressed before lunch.

I changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt that said "SWAG" when I finished up my hair and makeup I made my way down the stairs. I heard laughter coming from the dining room, as I opened the door slents fell apon the group of five. There were three boys and two girls.