Thoughts from the mind of a soul standing at the edge of love deciding whether or not to jump:

Apprehension-

What will I say? How will it go?

The questions in my mind run to and fro.

I'm so flustered what can I do?

Somehow, I think that it's easier for you.

It's probably not, but what can I say.

I guess we'll just see at the end of the day.

Doubt-

He's probably right, I'm probably wrong.

It seems nothing endures for very long.

Just like before, I'll probably be

So hurt and alone, we'll see, oh we'll see.

But I cannot help to wonder, think, or to hope,

That maybe I'll last, and not sink but float.

Maybe you'll stay, and my pain will be gone,

And hope rises up like the newly born dawn.

The Leap-

It crosses my mind, do you even know,

How my thoughts continue to grow?

Leaping from joy, to fear and despair,

Leaving me helpless and gasping for air.

My tears so muddled, yet so clear,

Continue on in silence, that no one may hear.

The questions unanswered, they drive me insane;

I stand at an impasse, which road or which lane?

To leap or to leave, which action to take,

To risk it or not? For goodness sake!

But I know inside, that if I should wait,

The chance will have passed, it will be too late.