|What I want
Author: sarcasmalchemist PM
...seems to be to tell you noRated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Words: 157 - Published: 10-17-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3066506
|A+ A- Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten|
I wish you would ask to come over.
But I would deny you, push you away.
I would tell you:
My tears yearned company then,
they request solitude now.
I wish you would call.
But I'd tell you to continue your life without allowing me to interrupt
That if you wanted to talk, to my face would have been better
I wish you would come hug me
But I'm not sure my knees me stay strong
I'm not sure I want to be hugged
I wish you would kiss me
But I would give the same dead lips you'd given me all day.
You wouldn't let me in then, why must I do differently?
Or would I? Would I truly do any of this or am I full of hot air and promises?
Instead would I just limp down my same tired path, thinking this but still accepting, ultimately, what I want?