Author: meganmacguire PM
This is my life story.. I'm not special or different in a way that's intriguing? I'm me.. and that sucks.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11-15-12 - Published: 11-01-12 - id: 3070476
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Wow... What a week!
I decided to quit cadets, well I decided a long time ago but I finally convinced my parents to allow me to do so.
But guess what? The damn warrant officer talked me out of it... well sort of. I sort of went back to the place and I couldn't leave. As much as it pains me to say this, that disgusting, filthy place is a part of me. Despite all the emotions I have felt these recent months, that place changed me... for good or for bad? I really don't know.
When I told the Warrant Officer I was quitting, he kept asking me what was wrong... I couldn't bring myself to tell him I have no friends. So basically, he made me take a leave of absence until the new year (I have exams and stuff) and if I still feel the same then, he'll allow me to leave with putting up less of a fight than usual.
Also, I got an xbox.
I'm not allowed to open it until christmas however.. but I still have one?
I'm fat too..
I wish I had more to say, but I'm so numb right now.
I am so confused about my life.
I'm terrified about my exams and prelims and everything else.
I feel sick constantly, like a "study plague".