So Hello. This Is my first One-Shot ,let alone writing, I've ever done. Its rated M for a reason! I also appreciate cretinism. Please Review!

This not suppose to happen. Sisters don't fall for brothers. They fall for school mates. Not brothers. But that's what I did. I fell for my brother. My 18 year old brother. Kinda scandalous don't you think? Me. 15. Falling for an 18 year old. Kinda like falling in love with the popular guy in school. But this is no movie. Real shit is happening right here right now. The bad thing is that he is leaving today for collage. All the way in Denver. He could'v gone here in Texas but no. He had to go to freaking Denver! Leaving me with my mom. Leaving me. I go to his room and find him struggling to shut his suitcase.

"Having some trouble?" I say in the doorway. He glances up and smiles.

God I love his smiles.

"Yeah. Could you help?"

I went in and sat on the case and he quickly zip it up. I got up and gave him a hug.

"I love you Marcos. Please don't leave." I pleased with my face buried in hes chest.

"Oh Clarissa. I have to leave." Hes voice was so soothing that I was on the verge of tears.

"No you don't! Marcos please don't leave me!" I'm now crying my heart out to him and hes not listening!

"Clar-"

"God dammit no! Listen Marcos, I love you so much it makes my chest hurt. I love you more than a sister can love a brother. I love you so much that when I see you with another girl I think your going to leave me for forever! I love you that- Mmhf!"

I was stop in then middle of my ranting with a pair of lips. I've been waiting for this moment for like ever! And now I have this moment that I will cherish. He is so passionate that I didn't want it to stop. But I knew it will happen. I played with hes soft brown curls and parted ours lips away. Man hes been kissing the breath out of me that I needed a break. I looked at hes face and saw a grin forming.

"What the hell are you smiling about?"

"Are you on your period or something?" And with that comment goes a slap to the head for him. He let me go and went to the door to lock it and I sat on the bed. Then he started kissing me again. This time more lustfully. I wanted more. I took off my shirt; leaving me in a bra.

"Eager aren't you?" he ask.

"Marcos I have waited for this moment forever. If I told you how long it would blow your mind."

"How long?"

"Since I was 10 and you started dating those sluts."

"Wow. SOOOO long." he said sarcastically

"Shut the hell up and keep kissing me!"

He complied and I started to fiddle with hes buttons on hes shirt. Hes hands fondled with my breast like apples and a moan escaped my lips. I got his shirt off and run my hands up and down his bare chest. Hes abs are amazing and I started kissing them. I slowly went down to his boxers and saw a tint in his shorts. I'm turning him on. I'm turning him on! I am!

"Wait Clarissa! Are you sure?" He questioned

I gave him a quick nod and continued with my journey to pleasure. I unsnapped my bra and he took of hes shorts. There standing hes fully erected manhood. Waiting for me. Without hesitation, I explored him with my mouth, taking in what I can.

"Fuck Clarissa!" he moaned

"What?"

"Nothing, don't stop!"

I then went back to work and did him with my hands. I spit to give more friction and saw a small puddle forming at the top of the mushroom-like head. He would soon cum and I would finish in my mouth. I started going in out while fondling with his sack. With this I'm hoping to give him more pleasure. I wanted to make him happy like when he did when I just got through a bad relationship. He was always there for me. Never leaving my sight. He made me happy and I'm making him happy.

"Clarissa! Fucks sake!"

Then I felt a hot sensation enter my mouth. I didn't know if to swallow it or not so I just kept it in my mouth. He must of read my mine cuz' he gave a nod and I swallow it. Its not the best thing in the world, but I would do anything to keep my big bro happy. I went to lay by hes side and Marcos started sucking my breast. I let out a small moan and he then started sucking my clit. It felt so good that I wanted to go further. I wanted to feel him inside of me. Wanting him to be my first. I arched my back making it easier for him.

"Come on baby, cum for me."

Then I felt my juices coming out and he left his head. I felt him and my entrance. Not sure to let him in or not; I kept my legs close. He must of read my mine cause he ask the silliest question.

"Are you ready?"

"Of course I'm ready!"

"Then what?" he questioned. I sat up with my legs crossed and he sat next to me.

"I-I-I Is it gonna hurt?"

"Of course Its gonna hurt. You're a virgin and its gonna hurt the first time. But after that you'll be enjoying it! If you let me; I'll go slow and make you feel a wave of pleasure that your sure to love."

I gave a quick kiss and fell back to the bed. I spread my legs and I felt him at my entrance. I closed my eyes and felt pain all through me. Then I started to push the pain away and felt waves of pleasure go through me. I dug my nails into the sheets and moaned for him to go faster and harder. No matter how much it hurts.

"Faster Marcos! Harder!"

"Want me to go faster? Want me to make you cum all over yourself like a slut you are?"

"Yes! Yes Marcos!"

He complied and went faster that I was almost hysteric. I wanted to fell him inside of me. All of him. His thrust were faster,harder, and more exciting. I arch my back and grab a hold of his back for more support and I moaned again.

"Fuck Marcos! More! I want more!" I scream

"Babe I'm about to cum! Ah fuck! Your so tight and wet for me! How can you not be a virgin!?"

I felt juices coming out me and he soon followed. He collapsed next to me and wrap his arms around my waist and I cuddled next to him. We molded so perfect and I didn't wanna let go.

"I'm so glad we did this babe." he said.

"Me too. But your gonna have to leave soon. I'm not going to see you until Christmas."

"I know,but you'll always be on my mind."

On his mind? Wasn't he gonna transfer to stay closer to me? Or hes gonna just leave me here like a one night stand?

"Wait? Your just go like that? Like a one night stand with your other sluts?" I shouted.

"Clarissa you know I don't mean it like that."

I didn't wanna hear it. I got dress and grab my keys. I drove to my best friends house, Penny. Penny knew how to handle this more and I do. Trust me. One day Penny can be a physiologist. She understands people more than she understands herself. Penny convince me that there is more men and I should just let him slid. How could I just forget about him? Hes my brother and I could never forget about him. Hell I'll see him every Christmas. I would have to move out of my own house all because of him. He would ruin my life all because of this stupid mistake. This stupid mistake. I should of known this would escalate! Escalate into something horrible.

"Its all my fault!" I sob into Penny's arm.

"No its not. Its his fault. He took advantage of you."

"But I'm the one who lead him on Penny!"

"Look!", she said putting her hands on my shoulder, "This is not your fault. Its his fault for letting yourself being like that. All you wanted is to tell him about your feeling right?"

I gave a quick nod.

"Then its his fault for going further than expected. So stop feeling sorry for yourself!"

I went home and saw Marcos wasn't home. I went to my room and crashed on my bed. Penny's right. I should't feel sorry for myself. He is the one escalated it further. Further than expected. I went in that room telling him how I felt about him. Not giving him a blowjob! Also he's my brother. I cant believe that I had feeling for him. Its total taboo! I just wanna block him out of my mind. Swat him away like an annoying fly. Always bugging you. Then when the time is right, I'll swat him away forever. Getting him out of life forever. Marcos Velagas is no longer apart of my life. No longer my brother.

So like/ hate? I don't to escalate further or just leave it at it is. But its up to all of you wonderful readers. So please review and if the reviews are good I'll continue. If not then I'll leave it as is it. So please review.

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