CHAPTER ONE

It was July 17th, a warm and sunny morning and I looked around the deserted pack with a small sigh. This was the last time I'd ever see this park again, unless I return which is highly unlikely. I heard a small heartbeat behind me, and I turned around to be faced with my half-sister Kelly, frowning at me but I can see the tears in her eyes.

"Rebecca, you know I'm really sorry you know?" She sounds so genuine, but I can't look at her, without being heartbroken again.

"Yeah well sometimes sorry isn't good enough, what you did was wrong and I can't forgive you for it." I snap harshly, feeling my head feel dizzy and I sit down on the bench. I don't know if she's gone or not, but I can't look at everything right now. Today I'm moving to Oxford University, leaving the town that I love so much, and moving to an unknown world.

I don't know how long I sat there, remembering old times, remembering how life was before my heart was broken. I can remember that moment like it happened yesterday: the day when my life shattered into a million pieces.

*Flashback*

It's the happiest I've been before, the happiest I've been in my whole life. I'm seventeen years old, and I'm about to meet my boyfriend who I love so much. I walk into my bedroom, when I hear a loud moan from my half-sisters bedroom. I sigh, she's always got guys coming over, and I walk quickly to her bedroom, and push open the door without any warning.

I gasp, and turn away in shock. Because there on the bed is the love of my life, completely exposed to me.

"What the hell?" I shout and he covers himself up in embarrassment while Kelly let's out an ear splitting scream.

"Justine…I can explain." He says quickly, with a desperate urge in his mouth. I look away from them both.

"yeah well can you? I can explain one thing- were over." I yell before running out of my room, tears welling up in my eyes, and from that day on I vowed and declared that I would never forgive Kelly for what she did to me.