So many things

Have been breaking me lately

And sometimes you're the only one

Keeping me together

Scars on my arm that may never fade

Asking for help that I don't want

"Don't hate me for the things I make you do"

Like I have or could ever hate you

Confusion in my heart

And I know it's in yours too

Sadness weighs me down

I can barely make a sound

Distance between me

And everything I love

Except for you

I'm closer to you

To close apparently

And now it has to stop

How far should I run away?

From this fire that got too hot

And should I try to tell you

Everything I've learned

Five months of waiting

And pain is all I've earned

Pain in this confusion

I've lost something of my self

I don't know where to turn

Or who to ask for help