
I Don't care about my families Bad luck Cause Today is the day We become whole again
Rated: Fiction T - English - Family/Tragedy - Words: 1,121 - Published: 11-09-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3073014
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Help
She's bleeding
Her wrists are cut
Why
Did she do this
Was there anything I could have done
How
Could those people be so mean
She didn't do anything wrong
Stop
Telling me she just wants attention
She is just sad
Listen
For once
She needs us now
Don't
Yell and scream
She didn't realize it would hurt you too
All
She wanted to was feel okay
The blade was the key
The
Pain it caused
She could control
For
Once she had the power
To control something in her life
You
And dad don't help
Fighting all the time
Neither
Do the kids at school
Calling her a stupid ho
Just
Because they didn't believe her
Even if he did rape her
Her
Best friend
Who was just like the rest
Left
Her to deal with it all
By herself
Mom
When you lost your job
She got a job too
Now
She barley can stay awake at school
And she struggles to keep up with her homework
Somehow
She even manages to help me
Get ready for my first dance
Dad
We never see you anymore
Only when you come to fight over the legal stuff
Our
Brother is in jail again
And he nearly died before then too
She
Takes the blade out
Every time she thinks of the drive by
We
Miss our older sister
So much
Did
You know she was jumped at school
Her best friend lead the group
Hey
You the doctors
She is not crazy
She
Just needs to catch a break
And have some good luck
The
Move to dads
Was not the problem
She
Was doing better
Until you took us back there
We
Once escaped that place
Called high school
We
Had friends
Our past was in the past
The
Blade was unused
Until she go home from school
Then
When dad got us back
She didn't stop
Cause
Things got worse
People started saying things online
One
Day I came home
To find her with a bottle of pills
I
Stopped her from taking them all
She promised she wouldn't try again
And
She kept that promise
I still didn't know about the cuts
After
Awhile she seamed happier
She really did
But
Then he broke her heart
The day of her first dance
That
Day she really seamed
Like my little sister
I
Guess it was just
The calm before the storm
She
Ignored the post, comments and videos
For as long as she could
Somehow
They found out
Were we live
She
Got hate mail
Saying how she ruined his life
They
Still don't believe he raped her
Even if he did
One
Day I found a letter
She told me to ignore it
That
It wasn't the first one
It wasn't the last one
When
I thought they stopped
She seamed happier
A
Week later I went out
I came back home late
And I found her on the couch
Dad was at work
She had friends over
I
Didn't know
She wasn't okay
When
I got home
To find her on the couch
All pale and cold
Blood
was everywhere around her
In one big puddle
Help
I screamed
She's bleeding
Her
Wrists are cut
I knew
She
Wasn't okay
And on the table
Was
A letter
Telling her she deserved to die
Later
I found more
Saying more and more hate full things
I
Then looked online
And seen more
When
She got out of the hospital
And you sent her there
The
Teen rehab center
She started getting better
When
She got out
You screamed and yelled
She
Got a new blade
And cut again
We
Thought she was all right
She was a senior now
I
Had started college
And became really busy
No
One noticed
Not until that night
When
Dad came home
To find her on the kitchen floor
I
Got to the hospital
A minute before you did
I
Held her had
While you and dad sat with her
We
Were laughing
And having fun
When
She got tired
She said she was gonna take a nap
Her
Heart had stopped
Before the doctors got to her room
At
The funeral
People said they were sorry
They
Were the same people who said
She deserved to die
Her
Ex best friend was sobbing
So I slapped her
Everything
Went down hill from here
The doctors say she was crazy
The
Kids say she was a liar
And is a little ho
Only
We know
That she wouldn't have cut
If he hadn't of raped her
Even
Three years later
I blame him
For
Her death
Cause everything started that night
When
She came home
Crying, and yelling
That
He raped her
And that she was scared
And
Even now I can
Retail the night when I found her
And
The night
When she died
As
If it happened in a book
That I read a lot
Cause
She will always be
My little sister
Even
If instead of going to a bar
Or a club on her Twenty First birthday
We
Placed flowers on her grave
And sang happy birthday
Instead
Of becoming a drama teacher
Or acting on Broadway
She
Gets people making a movie
Based on her life
Its
Titled Help Me
Because it's about a girl who needs help
And
I just wish
That I could have her back
After
All she was my little sister
And she always will be
No
Matter what
We would always say
So
When I die
My body will be place right next to hers
My
Head stone will read
No matter what
And
Hers will read
Sisters forever
Cause that was my promise
I made to her
As
We buried her
That day
I
Just hope for now
That where ever she is now
She
Is happy
Maybe
She will be with her
Cause she is gone too
For
Now I am the only one left
Cause he died in prison
And
dad is really ill
It isn't fair mom
Cause
I feel so alone
I miss my brother and sisters
And
I miss you too
Cause you took your own life
After
He was killed
And shortly after
Dad
Was buried next to you
Leaving me alone
To
Wonder how one family
Was so unlucky
Even
When I'm about to die
I still wonder about this
As
They try to open my door
With the jaws of life
But
it's too late
And I realize
I
Don't care about my families
Bad luck
Cause
Today is the day
We become whole again
I was just messing around and this was the turn out. I don't like it that much but I posted it anyway. It really sad and depressing. Eh, what do you think?
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