Letter One

Perhaps I should not do this. Perhaps I should open myself up. I can not live by myself forever. I can not be this powerful without help forever. How did I even get this far? Why do people admire me? I am nothing but a child, a silly child. I do not have the right motives and my mind wanders. I have no sense of discipline, none. I only do as I please. It is rare that I turn in a paper on time. I am here, but I feel like I am not. Am I a ghost? My firneds enjoy my company, but I am not their main priority. Perhaps I was meant to be alone. The only companion I will ever have is the almighty Lord I praise. I am no hero to be admired. I am only a girl. A girl who hides behind comments that are hardly ever heard. Perhaps I will be of more use when I join my Lord in the heavens.

Until then, I will stay here. Alone, with only my letters that I write to anyone who would care to listen.

- Just another silly child