There are moments in my life

When looking out at the world of romance,

I know he could choose someone else

Sadness soars like a mighty bird within,

With knife searing pain

I walk by him,

Knowing there is a gap between us

One that I don't know how to fill,

Then there I am struggling

Wanting, running towards a future,

That I waver in trusting you

My lord with my love story,

Watching all those happy couples

I cry out "why can't it be me?"

Kneeling down at night

I cry out "I'm tired of pain, I need happiness"

Looking into the blueness of the sky

I hold out my hands, my heart

With only a little prayer escaping my lips

"Lead me lord, because I can't do this alone."