|Breaking the Silence
Author: The NeverEnding Nightmare PM
I am a girl lost in the crowd. This is my life and my story...it may not mean much but it's everything I've got left. A pillow book or diary of sorts. R&R (Formerly titled "Finding Myself Lost").Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 7,226 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 05-06-13 - Published: 11-28-12 - id: 3078392
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"I guess you could say that my life's a mess but I'm still looking pretty in this dress. I'm the image of deception...when everything is life and death you may feel like there's nothing left. Instead of love and trust and laughter what you get is happy never after."
Why do we play games when we know we're going to lose in the end? And why do we turn things into games when we shouldn't?
It seems like we're either breaking someone elses heart or getting our own broken.
Which is worse?
To hurt someone immeasurably or to be crushed beyond recognition by another?
In an ideal world there would be a third option; some even believe there is already.
Can it be real? Can it last?
I used to be a believer but I can't say for sure anymore...
Maybe for some people it can be real but for others its just this sick, twisted game.
Who can make who fall first and the hardest...
If you fall in love you lose the game, but if you win the game you'll forever be alone.
I don't want to lose the game but I can't imagine being alone all of my life.
So I guess in this situation you gotta ask yourself the question,
"is it better to hurt or be hurt?"
Its hard to understand when the game is all about power and control
And love is about vulnerability and compromise.
I just don't understand why we make everything so complicated when it should be simple.
"Give a little get a lot, that's just how you are with love. Yeah, you may be good lookin but you're not a piece of art...Power and control, I'm gonna make you fall. Women and men we are the same, but love will always be a game. We give and take a little more, an eternal game of tug a war. Think you're funny, think you're smart...think you're gonna break my heart..."