i wish

i'm not going to beg
you're not worth it
i don't want you that much
i wish

i'm not getting down on my knees
or asking politely with please
i'm not listing reasons why i want you
because i don't want you that much

i wish you'd just run out of my head
like you ran off the boat
like you ran away from me
like you ran over my feelings

i'm not going to say you've ruined me
you don't deserve that credit
you shouldn't have that much power
but you do - did - do

who are you with now?
who do you brag about?
who are you proud of?
will you just leave them too?

i'm not going to beg
you're not worth it
i don't want you that much
i wish that was true