it's not you

you fucked my head
without fucking me
but you might as well have
because i'm just as attached to you
as someone to their first love

i don't love you
i never did
it's the want of the unattainable
the want for recklessness
it's not really you at all

just leave me
just like you did
don't bother anymore
because i wouldn't care anyway
it was never about you