"Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother."

Khalil Gibran

I feel myself going under

As the current reaches for my feet

Because you left me to drown

The undertow is too great

In my pool of self-doubt

When you rejected me, I saw changes I never knew could happen

You had the power to make me or break me

And you chose to break me

And know I'm left to suffocate in my own pity

I know I can never truly trust anyone ever again

Because you left me with the fear of relationships and tomorrows

And doubts of any connection like ours

I will never be able to get as close to anyone ever again

I hope you know you ruined that for me

The fear of rejection is too great

As the current pulls me under I can't help but think of you

Your eyes, you face, your smile

And then I go under to be silenced