If only you knew…

I wake up in the morning, slightly annoyed by my girlfriend's constant texting.

I wake up in the morning, feeling even lonelier then the night before.

I pick up my girlfriend and drive her to school, her voice driving me insane!

I get into my car, and drive myself to school. All is silent except for the hum of my engine.

I drop her off and drive to work, glad that she was gone.

I park my car and walk into the university, nothing but the morning fog to keep me company.

I work for hours trying to earn enough money for that new car I saw.

I study for what seems like eternity, preparing for my final exam so that I can graduate so I can get a good stable job and support my ailing parents.

When it is noon, I go out for lunch with my secretary

When it is noon, I pull out my sandwich, and eat it while I read my book in an empty room deprived of life.

While I wait for my meal, I flirt with my secretary, enjoying the difference between her and my current girlfriend

Another person walks into the room, but she doesn't even notice me. I don't blame her, I'm no one special

Things get serious and she asks me to come over for dinner tonight.

My mom calls me wondering if I'm coming home for dinner tonight.

I call my girlfriend and tell her I'm working late tonight

I tell my mom that I'm staying late tonight to study alone

I go over to her house and we end up having sex

Even when that girl has left, I sit here, studying, alone in the cold silent room.

I cheated on my girlfriend, and it felt good…

I wish I had a girlfriend…