i've been thinking about you a lot more lately
and it makes me a bad person
i know it
because i'm blaming you
deep down i know it wasn't your fault
or maybe it was? i doubt you intended
for any of this to happen
unless you wanted me dead
did you?
i don't even know
did i even mean anything to you?
you meant so much to me
and you ruined my favorite songs
you ruined me
but i shouldn't blame you
yet i do
and i wish i knew if you even remember my name
i wish i knew if you even remember me
because i remember you
too well
and i don't think i can forget
you did this to me
are you proud?
no
you don't even care, do you
you don't even remember