Depravity

All alone in this crowded room

Bodies are crammed so close together

But I'm so cold

Every face is a blur

Because everyone is the same

Until I stopped and stared at you

At once everything else stopped too

For once I noticed detail

The scent of your cologne

The color of your eyes

As well as the tears welling up in mine

Because for once I saw some detail

Instead of identical blurs

I realized how alone I was

And my chest began to hurt

I always thought I could be alome

Until I had the desire

To have someone of my own

And slowly I am changing

And my icy heart is thawing

My barbed wire walls are falling

And so am I

I'm falling into something, I might know what it is

It's warm and soft and different

And it is exactly what I need