ok, this is about the man i met who has helped me become less depressed and it is to show my appreciation for him beasicly saving my life. he is not my boyfriend or anything but he is still a big influence in my life. he is happily engaged and is truly like a second father.

He makes me laugh when im about to cry

He brings my spirits up when I don't even want to try

I can come to him with anything

I can trust him with everything

He wants to protect me from the pain

He wants to prevent me from becoming insane

Because of him I am feeling better

Because of him I refuse to be a cutter

He is the reason I jave decided against drugs

The reason I wont become a slut

He has raised my level of self-esteam

And he has broken me out of the bad dream

The nightmare I was caught in for all those years

He has begun to earase all of my fears

Because of him I have begun to heal

All the damage my heart has had to feel

All the hurt and pain has only made me stronger

This man who I think of as a second father

Has become my new inspiration, my new role-model

He has entered me into the race of self-appreciation at full-throttle

Amd for once in my life I actually feel like I have aq chance

A chance to get up the balls and ask someone to dance

Or to try and go after a crush instead of just giving up

He will never stopped complimenting me no matter how much I fuss

And I think those constant kind words

Have started to work against all the years of hurt

I feel as though I owe this man my life

For saving me from possibly taking mine

If I had not met him I know I would have many more scars

I would have quit trying so hard

I would have given into the pressure

I would have become a cutter

Without him I would have turned to drugs

I would have become a slut

Because of all the pain, I would do almost anything

Just to get someone to say something… anything…

That held even the slightest undertone of something other then intent to hurt

I would do anything to make someone smile even if It means I get hurt

I will do anything this man needs or wants just to see him smile

Because I am so greatful that he took the time to make me smile

That means so much to me that he could never understand

How many times I had wished that some one would stand

Would stand up for me

How many times I had wished for someone to like, let alone love me

And I will never stop feeling greatful

Never stop wanting to make him feel prideful

I will never stop wanting his love

Because his love his what saved me and its what stopped the shove

The shove of the knife I had held to my chest

Because of him I will never think of it again

I don't know if he can comprehend how many times he has saved my life

Every time I had thought about the pain he has erased it from my mind

I love him so fucking much that it hurts sometimes

But it's a good kind of hurt, the kind you wouldn't mind having all the time

So I am trustiong that he will never defriend me

Knowing that he will never even consider it because he knows it would kill me