I Miss You

Jazzy Call

I miss you

I miss you so bad

I think of you everyday

During the day and at night

The pain will not go away

Even when I take it away

A knife causes blood across the wrist,

Once, Twice, Three times.

Blood overflows just for a moment before it heals

Another scab another scar to hide

No one knows about this

Everyone thinks it is the dog, or the cat

No can know about the scars or the scabs

If they do, they would send me away

Just for missing you

Because I was trying to take away the pain

I miss you

I miss you so bad

Even though it has been eight months and sixteen days

It feels like forever to me

The seasons change but it seems the memories get stronger

I wonder everyday if I will go crazy from it

I seem not to be alone in this

I think I will not ever be

You are in my heart but my question is a common one: why?

Why did you have to go away, knowing we would need you?

Are you proving a point?

Are you in the clouds flying with the black birds?

Will I ever see you again?

I miss you

I miss you so bad

However, I now understand that I will always miss you

Nevertheless, you will be there for me, even if I cannot see you.