|Letters to Mum
Author: SMilejesusluvsyou PM
An emotional look at how Rosina copes with the loss of her Mum. She writes letters trying to express the things that she wished she had told her but never did. This may upset some readers if they have experienced the loss of a parent.Rated: Fiction T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 5,656 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 01-12-13 - Status: Complete - id: 3091380
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2nd Jan 2013
Happy New Year! How was your Christmas? Hope you had a good one. Things here were alright I guess. I just want to get back to school to get out of the house. I want this year to pass smoothly however already things are bad. It is going to be a very long 9 months.
11th January '13
3 years and it still hurts like it was yesterday. Usually I'm not that bad but today I don't know what happened. There's so many things that I wish I had told you, so many things I want to tell you. Most importantly I never told you how much I love you. I love you with all my heart, soul, and breath I take. All I want to do is make you proud, I'm not kidding. When I perform I wish you were there cheering me on whenever I get dressed up to go out I wish you were here to say I look pretty. I'm starting to forget you mum and I don't want to forget. I'm forgetting your smile, your laugh, the way you walk... I'm forgetting all the memories we created and I don't want to forget. All I can remember is crying and I don't want that. Why were you so much more important elsewhere? Why, Mum, why? You were too young, I was too young – my sisters were too young. I don't to sound selfish but you left me when I really needed you. Really needed you. I have managed to stop crying but I've got so much to say but I don't want to cry anymore. I'm so tired of it all...
Love you forever.