Confusion

Tricking myself into believing, something exist
between the two of us…
But I know that it is friendship.
You tell me to let go, but you also give me hope.
I hope that time can set me straight.

Seeing you again, I know it's not over,
Even though I wish it was…
Not wanting to revert to hating you.
I try to stop thinking…
Just to get over you.
I hope you see what's happening,
And stop confusing me.
All I can think of now, is how to hate you.
To settle my wandering heart,
To stop it from beating.