First day of classes today. The only reason I'm glad to be is simply because I'll have something to do to pass the time while Danny is away. . . But I miss him already. Sometimes I feel so abandoned, though it wasn't that way at all. I always took comfort in knowing he was near if I should ever need him. Now that he's gone, I just feel. . .out of sorts. I wish it was different for us, I wish I was with him. I can't breathe without you, but I have to.