|You Can Lose When You Love
Author: LaDaDaWhoa PM
I watched them move in, hoping it would work out. It worked out really well actually, well it started off good but something terrible happened along the way, and brought more pain & sadness. Now all I can do is hope that maybe, just maybe my dad will listen to me. But how was I supposed to know that listening would cause more problems? I guess it's never really OK here.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 48 - Words: 28,170 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 02-12-13 - Published: 01-15-13 - Status: Complete - id: 3092449
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"Dad, is it official yet?" I asked eagerly. It's been six days since I've seen Hunter. Nina and I met up the other day, and told her about my plan to surprise Hunter, if my dad declared his decision to stay official. She told me that her and Hunter have grown closer since I'd been gone, but he only ever talked about me and his music, so she said she would help me surprise him. "Bonnie, I have made a decision," My dad began as he set his phone down. "And... we're going to live on Gravier. While you were Nina's I went house hunting and that nice couple that lived on Gravier are moving, and said they'd be more than delighted to give us their house. So, yes. It is official." I squealed in happiness, and hugged my dad as tight as I could. I was so happy that now, after all this time, Hunter and I will be able to be together forever. 'Did I just say that? That I wanted to be with him forever? Well Bonnie.. You do want to be with him forever.' My brain began talking to itself as I grabbed my phone to text Nina that plan Surprise was a go. She replied with a million smiley faces and hearts and said she was on it. I sighed happily, and couldn't wait to see the surprised look on his face. I got on my computer to pass time, and saw that I had a new email, an email from Hunter. I had to take a minute to soak it in, but when my dad left I read it.
"Hey Bonnie. I'm just guessing you left. I wanna say sorry. The way we ended things could've been better. I hope you're happy in Illinois. I hope you meet someone who treats you well. I want to make sure you know why I broke up with in the first place though. I told my mom why, and it's not fair if I don't tell you because you are really the only one who deserves to know. Here it goes, I broke up with you because I wanted you to be able to live life to its fullest while you were there. I didn't want you to feel as though you were being held back because I was here and you are there, and we are... we were together. Even though I said goodbye though, I don't want to never hear from you or see you again. I don't deserve for you to even reply to this email, I don't deserve to get letters, texts, phone calls, pictures, anyhting. I want you to know that no matter what, I'm always going to be here for you. And no matter what I will always have those feelings for you. You were the first person, outside my family, that I truly ever cared about the way I cared about you. Anyway, I wish you the best of life. - Hunter."
I sat there motionless, staring at the computer screen. He truly was sweet to the core. No guy that I had ever known was ever like this. Even at school around his friends he was a sweetheart. I know he's hurting, but it won't be for long. Plan Surprise was in action, and soon he and I will be together again, and this time there will be no goodbye.