Crap.

He's so

Cute,

Adorable.

So fucking adorable.

Never have I ever,

Kissed someone like him.

And wanted to.

I'm such a bitch.

I've never been

Such a bitch

Before though.

Do I like him?

Even like him?

Like someone like him?

Him.

He's perfect.

Tall,

Athletic,

Perfect I guess.

He's open.

Open to anything.

Open to kissing me.

Open to liking me.

Open to something,

He doesn't know.

know what he's getting into.

The cussing

The teasing

The assholes

The plagues of insults

The rage.

He held my hand today.

And looked at me.

Another set of blue eyes.

I hate blue eyes,

After the last pair.

But I

I feel the same

Same as the last pair.

Pair that was so fake

Playing

Taunting.

I'm fake now

Saying fake things

Moving too fast

Cluelessly

Digging deeper

Opening up to this,

He's "the new kid"

Hot kid.

Hot guy.

My hand felt numb,

In his.

Numb…

"She led me,

Led me on"

He said

To me.

Not about me-

To me.

Crap.