Pain

Hello is there somebody out there?
Help me, to get away from the pain

I can't seem to forget, no matter what I try

I hate people I shouldn't hate

but my mind and heart won't stop

Pain is crawling in me

and love is getting away

Should I let go

or should I stay

I don't want to live in this world

I don't want to feel this way

I am tired and I don't want to go on like this

with the pain inside me growing even more

It pains me to say that I hate you,
but I do

It pains me to look at you and

hate you so even more

It pains me to hear you speak

and say things that hurt

But you don't know the real me

you don't know what I feel

you didn't care about me

and you still don't know

what it happen to me...

I don't want to live in this world

I don't want to feel this way

I am tired and I don't want to go on like this

with the pain inside me growing even more

So I keep quiet all this time

for your benefit not mine

even do it hurt me

I don't want to see you all hurt

because of me.

that's how I will protect this (f).