
When i try to talk to mom about how I feel after enduring a three-year-long abusive relationship, I feel that I don't reach through.
Rated: Fiction T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Words: 255 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 01-26-13 - Status: Complete - id: 3095610
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Mom
You always taught be to be tough
To be strong
To keep pressing on
You told me to keep on struggling, despite the pain from surgeries
And every time I wanted to come to you
The only thing I heard from you was "You're okay now, right?"
Why won't you listen to me, mom?
Chorus:
I want you as my mom, not as my therapist
I want you to lead me by the hand, when I'm surrounded by mist
Why won't you let me be vulnerable?
Mom, why cannot you hold me tight?
Maybe kiss me good night?
Tell me everything is alright?
I'm tired of being strong
I came to you for comfort, in a time of the greatest need
When I was hurting, lost, in need of a mom's warmth
But all you gave me was the same advises you give your patients
Mom, why can't you be my mom again?
Why can't you sit by me and listen?
I know what has to be done; I know what I need to do
All I need is some comforting warmth from you
Chorus:
I want you as my mom, not as my therapist
I want you to lead me by the hand, when I'm surrounded by mist
Why won't you let me be vulnerable?
Mom, why cannot you hold me tight?
Maybe kiss me good night?
Tell me everything is alright?
I'm tired of being strong
I'm lost, mom
I need your help
I just need you to be my mom again…..
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