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i'm trying to write a poem

for tumblr, tagged, #i actually just

told someone today that i don't post

writing here.

#oops. #well sometimes i do.

i'm trying to write a poem

to tell him how i feel. to say

the things i want to say aloud but

can't. the things i can't seem to

properly write

lately.

i'm trying to write a poem

to show how close i am to

tumbling over that edge, so

beautiful, and so dangerous, and

i miss it.

i'm trying to write a poem

to explain the impossible, and to

make things better.

i'm trying to be me again.