Author: LightOfNothing PM
i hesitate to call it an addiction, but it will forever be my gut response. trigger for self-harmRated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 01-26-13 - Status: Complete - id: 3095734
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you never think it's something you'd do
until you're sitting there,
shaking and gasping,
cold metal in one hand.
all it takes is
then red. calm. beauty. pain.
and that's it: you're hooked.
all of a sudden, you can't breathe
it takes over your life:
will i cut today?
does this outfit show my cuts?
do they believe me?
they said it's an addiction, but
you didn't believe it until it's already too late,
and the scars outnumber
the days full of a pain you can't seem to shake.