Who Am I?

I ask this question

With a blank face

Cause it's true

I don't remember

Toke too long

Pretending to be perfect

Played a mask

To keep your smile

But can I ask;

Am I kind?

Am I different?

Am I pretty?

Am I loving?

Am I free-spirited?

Am I truthful?

Am I real?

Or am I fake?

An empty shell

Full of anger and hate

Do I have a future?

A hope of happiness

Or are the shadows my home?

Cause I'm not sure anymore

Do I exist?

Or is it just another?

Am I loved?

Or do you love just my mask?

Where are my answers

Cause I can't remember

Tell me please

Who am I?