Things were so perfect those first months we were together, everything was so nice till you seemed to drift away from me. I didn't understand till you were already gone, slipping through my fingers, you had fallen in love with someone else... it hurts to know I hadn't been enough to keep you around, I thought I made you happy, made you laugh... That we were so perfect together... but.. was it all a lie? Something to pass the time? You said 'I love you' first to me.. I remember having just ignored you because why, how could you love me? But you kept telling me till I was cornered into telling you how much I loved you too... None of that even matters now because it just hurts, like rubbing salt into my wounds at remembering how happy you were from me saying I loved you too.

How can you leave me so.. quickly when you loved me? How can you just leave me without a single good reason other than you don't love me anymore! You can't just fall out of love so quickly! I wish I could hate you! You torn my heart out leaving.. being happy.. loving someone else without even looking back to us, how we were! You said you hated seeing me cry.. Does it hurt you, make you feel guilty that I have to cry myself to sleep every night at how you just left me? Do you ever care?