Title:
BriBry (Those Butterflies)

Written By:
Hisa-Ai.

Tingling little butterflies
Stab me with adrenaline
Trace cold legs with twisters
Up and down my arms and fingers
Snap my mouth closed
Then throw it wide open
Coat my tongue with sticky honey
And warm but dry sugar
Unable to talk but uncontrollable
Thoughts and giggles
A shy smile and warm cheeks
Meet his flirting, smoldering gaze
So friendly and inviting
My resistance an unwanted defense
A killer herd of butterflies
So evil and vindictive
Such power and control
For such a pretty façade
Unrequited love with wings and mind control
The past buzzes around
Warning me and trying to save itself
No repeat performances, it's begging me
No more going out on a limb
If silence is what it takes―
Well, ignorance isn't bliss
But embarrassment only fuels their fire
There isn't a way to silence them
No way to quench their hunger
Until that blasted boy
Goes away again
(And even then it isn't long
Until they're dancing about in anticipation)
They'll stomp him out, you see
Then mend and mold reality
Until my mind is warped
And it's him and I
Dancing with fire
Kissing with power
Dating with no mercy
And if he floats around again
Pops that bubble and my heart skips a beat:
They'll fly all the more fervently
Until he's out of my heart for good
And sometimes not even then.

So for those of you who don't know, BriBry is an Irish YouTuber, and I've just got the hugest crush on him right now. So I wrote this not long after discovering one of his videos over on, you guessed it, YouTube and I just... Yeah, I've got a huge crush on him, which is how this came to be. I wasn't even going to post this originally because I thought it was just so dreadfully cliché in a teenage girl sort of way, but then I decided, why the hell not?

Ah, so, anyway, I hope you enjoyed that. I could probably write loads more about him right now and how amazing and Irish he is―and did I even mention how incredibly amazing his eyes are? Seriously... ―buuuuuuut I won't. Because that would be creepy.

So, anyway, be sure to let me know what you think!

Always,
~Hisa-Ai~