I said "what are you going to do about it now?" and you said all this stuff about me being special to you and you never wanting this to happen and us starting over with a renewed friendship. You also said that I make it hard for you by feeling ditched when you walk away somewhere without you. (I don't blame you..) I said "I'm sorry, I wish I could change. I have weird 'friend abandonment issues' and I don't know why." I am way too complicated. A mess. A huge faff. But you said "I like you just the way you are!" (makes me want to cry just remembering those words..) I said "I'm going to mess something up again. I can't do anything right." Because I know it's true. You said not to say that. Typical. I said it's true though. Also typical. I wait for your reply…