
This actually my real true to life journal. Names have been changed, except mine, to ensure identity protection. Warning, you might think i'm strange. The documentation of a teenage girl and her secret life. Combined with real and fictional events. Contains strong emotions, suicidal thoughts. Mentions of sexual activity and self injury.
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 66 - Words: 19,098 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 05-17-13 - Published: 02-07-13 - id: 3098997
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Saturday November 3rd 2012,
I dreamed about Melanie all last night. I dreamed I did everything possible to her. This kiss is driving me crazy, and I haven't even kissed her yet. I mean, I want to kiss her but she's my best friend and I don't want our relationship to change. I love her more than a friend and this kiss is the one tell if I am bisexual. And we are constantly being asked if we are a couple or not and I will say, "You wish." But I want to tell people, "Yes!" I know Melanie is not bisexual and she has a boyfriend, but I still feel really strongly about her. I am so confused.
On Facebook today, Melanie informed me that Zach got a concussion. I felt a twinge of guilt because I was so rotten to Zach yesterday. I thought it was my fault because Zach was only trying to be a good friend. My life just keeps getting more and more complicated.
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"If you treat me like I want to be treated, then you are worthy of my friendship. If not, then you are not worthy of my friendship." ~ K.C. :)
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