A Secrets' Name

It began

So long ago

It became

A repeated action

Much too soon

I believed it was normal

Too young

Too naïve

I grew with the fear

Of ripping apart the family

Cause when I found out

That it was not right

You threatened

I remember very clearly

Not wanting it

But never did I shed a tear

Just let you do as you please

When you told me to moan

Or do something else

I did that too

Cause that wasn't me

It was a robot

Who toke over for me

Then I grew up again

And now I'll make it stop

You say I broke your heart

But I wasn't even there

You say it's all my fault

That you will destroy my life

But I found something recently

That I must have known

But I never really admitted it

Never even called it rape

But I was wrong

Daddy you hurt me

But I can't forget

Cause there's a word

For what you did

For the secret i hold

It's named

Abuse.