Memories

People say to forgive and forget
And I tell you I can forgive, but I never can seem to forget
I want those memories of you to fade and disappear
But you hurt me and it branded me like a sear
Sometimes I look around and see all of these sharp objects
I don't have the strength to hurt myself with no logic
Some people have it worse than me
But I have never felt it worse than this so I can't see
I try making new friends
But they say I have problems so it has to end

Why can't I get you out of my head?
Your smile and laugh brings memories and I instantly fill with dread
I have this feeling in my stomach I can't ignore
It makes me feel sick like in there is a furious bore
All I want is peace withing myself
But I am not a dog so don't try and hear a yelp
I just want someone to figure out
I am starting to forget what love is all about