You're the one who finds me when I think I've lost all hope
You said you'd help me run away and teach me how to cope
You know it hurts so bad with each year that I stay
It feels like an eternity though I see you every day

First I pretend
And then I lie
About what's all around me

First I don't know
Then I don't care
I don't care how you found me

You know that where I live isn't where I'll ever be at home
And you're here right now, breaking my heart, with quiet words in monotone
We both know that I love you, but the words can't be unspoken
You're back again, it's been three days, I've never felt so broken

First I pretend
And then I lie
About what's all around me

First I don't know
Then I don't care
I don't care how you found me

First I pretend
And then I lie
About what's all around me

First I don't know
Then I don't care
But I'm so glad that you found me