Why can't I stop?

I question myself this everyday, but no answer comes

I've tried to stop, time after time

But I can't

I can't, and secretly I don't want too

The love for you is never-ending, and it scares me

The fear that I may never get over you haunts me

It haunts me like a deep darkness

A darkness that I secretly like

That I enjoy

Why?

I have no answer

You come back into my life and I fall again

I'll never have an answer to why I do love you

For why I have feelings for you

It just happened so quickly, too fast for me to stop

And if they ever do stop

Make me fall in love with you again