How is it not obvious why I wanted to die?

Do you not see me by myself?

Every where I go, I'm always alone.

How is it I manage not to cry?

Do you not notice my call for help?

Everything I do, it never pulls through.

How can you not see me falling apart?

Can you walk with me through the storm?

As thunder crashes and lightning flashes,

Will you fix my broken heart?

I'm so cold, and you're so warm...

The forgot not to leave me alone with my thoughts...

Why am I always so invisible?

Can you not see all of my pain?

I lay paralyzed, spitting out lies.

To no one I am distinguishable?!

Will no one shield me from the rain?

Who will decide my fate, save me before it's too late?

Who else am I keeping everything from?

Who is worthy enough to trust?

The day is done, but the next just begun.

Is there anyone else feeling numb?

My confidence covered in rust-

The other side has won, now I'm just done.