11:50 AM

i am so mediocre
with the way i was
and the way i am now.

11:52 AM

i do not
that is all
i do not

11:55 AM

i do not
want to think
i side step
away from
everything
anything
that gets my brain reeling

11:57 AM

the mind
of an adult
in the body
of a child
with the intentions
of an adolescent

11:59 AM

i remember
when we used to talk
will we meet
on another plane?
maybe 20 years is enough to forget
the resentment
and the perfume
and the stares
and the darkness
and the good-bye's i am sorry
and the never agains

11: 64 AM

as you can see
now, nothing is real
to me
time does not apply to me