Woke up this morning,

My hands around my neck.

I'm not sure why...

I had no bad dreams,

Remembered nothing sad.

I should be fine.

When I look back now,

There were no fights or conflict,

No biting words were said,

No regrets haunting me.

No questions floating in my head,

I think I'm fine.

It's not like I'm unhappy,

I have no sad song to sing.

My heart was never broken,

Yet I don't feel a thing.

I'm okay.

Really, I'm fine.

There's just something

Corroding my mind.

I can't figure it out,

Why I feel this numb,

It's probably nothing,

Yet, nothing is all I feel.

It's not like I'm going insane

There's a short circuit in my brain.

At least...I think I'm okay.

I never can tell anyway.

My mind's playing cruel tricks on me.

I'm not sure if I'm fine.

My life couldn't be better,

Yet something doesn't make sense.

I'm trying to figure this out...

This emptiness is intense.

I don't need to get my life together.

Why don't I feel fine?

It's not like I'm unlucky,

I have no wrongs to right.

Then why do I have such difficulty

Going to sleep at night?

I think I'm okay,

I'm not sure if I'm fine.

There's just something

Screwing with my mind.

I'll try to figure out

Why I feel this numb

It's definitely something,

Because nothing is all I feel.