I'm a lying bitch

I'm a piece of shit

Suffocating in the stench of it

I speak no truth

But vomit lies

Soiling myself in my loved ones eyes

Distorting their realitys

Breaking their hearts

I drive myself into the dark

Where my whispered words

My broken ties

Can't be seen, for there is no light

And I shiver and cower from their frozen hearts

Their mistrustful eyes that strike like darts

And my whispered words

Will go unheard

Their value gone

Their meaning obscured

And my blood will freeze for lack of warmth

And his arms will hold some other cunt

And I'll bleed out

In the cold and dark

With nothing to hold

For my life was a farce