A girl name Kelly

One time long long ago there was this girl named "Kelly".She was a very shy girl who grew up
in a town called she was young her father abused her because he hated his job and had
to take it out on was also beaten because she was a white girl living in a black town.
Shes not prejudice but she does have a painful most loyalist friend in the whole world was her dog
named Muffin.
In fourth grade she moved to a small little town called met a girl named Andrea and was happy
she had a human wasn't exactly a good person but Kelly tried to see through that.
On and off they would made another friend here and there but she wasn't very close to anyone.
Until 7th grade that is when Andrea and Kelly became better friends for who knows were
completely different but they liked to make eachother laugh.
Andrea's birthday was coming up so she decided to have a birthday party at her boyfriend's house and so she invited Kelly.
Now Kelly was afraid to go because andrea had mentioned there was alcohol at this party and that whoever comes is most likey
to get then talked Kelly into followed Andrea because she wanted a real friend
and she was tired of always being a "good" girl.
At Andrea's boyfriend's house when Andrea,Kelly,and a few more of Andrea's friends were there, Andrea introduced Kelly to her
boyfriend named was a shy boy about the age of was very tall and he looked older then he thereafter
everyone started getting into the Kelly,to fit in, grabbed one and started to drink it.
After about 3 beers Kelly was soon party soon took off from there and Kelly couldn't remember
most of went to jail because he got caught for underage drinking and the party was in the newspaper.
Much later summer came and Kelly spent more time with andrea and Matt got out of jail so he started coming around Andrea again.
One time Kelly,Matt,Andrea,Matt's friend Steve and his older brother shawn were all at Matt's asked Andrea to
come with him to another one else knew what was going Shawn dragged Andrea to the basement and held her down and
raped tried to scream but held her mouth shut.
Kelly was listening to her walkmen and watching t.v. and the rest was watching t. shawn came up from the basement and made
a weak excuse to leave then left with his came up from the basement screaming at Matt for not doing then left
and Kelly, trying to be a helpful friend ran after her.
Later they found out she was called Kelly over his Kelly arrived he paced back and
forth worried that he might be the felt sorry for Matt and tried to comfort since that day Matt and
Kelly became extremely best friends(now because of matt going to jail Andrea and Matt broke up).
Andrea was sent to a teen age pragnancy place and Kelly and Matt became extremely close.
Everyday Kelly went over Matts house and they talked about everything and they went for walks every has told
Kelly that he had wanted to have sex with laways said no but she did begin to like Matt in a boyfriend
most of thier nightly walks Matt would hug and hold they go to sit down Matt would always ask Kelly to sit on his
lap and surely enough she became very close.
Until one night when kelly and Matt sat by a heater because it was winter and very was about to spill her strong
feelings to matt but before she could andrea Kelly went to sit down on his Matt had hung up the phone
He came into the livingroom with a pastey white look on his face as if he had seen a gave him a concerned look
and then Matt said what broke her heart and her whole told her that andrea asked him out and....He said yes.
Kelly tried to be strong and congradulated him then made an excuse that she had to then ran home crying.
Matt kept trying to come back in Kelly's life and on and off he did but and then when andrea had her baby(boy) she found
out it was shawns since then we never heard from shawn again.
Kelly was so upset so many reason's such as deaths in her family(grandma, 2great grandmas,and an uncle) plus her broken heart.
Kelly began drinking and saw matt every once in didnt like that so she threatened her to stay away from Matt
and made fun of 's grades went down and she skipped school.
Until she became great friends with a girl named Lauren who got her realizes a few then took a look around and
saw all the horrible things shes done and realized it is time to stop.
It's summer now and things has settled innocent girl Kelly is accually Im the one whose been through all that
and sooooooo much more things i'd rather not discuss.
One day I took a walk around my little nieghborhood where Matt and andrea live also.
I havent tooken a walk in a long time but I wanted to pay the road a on my walk I noticed alot of things has changed.
The flowers are bloom the trees are talk and green and the grass is the greenest I have ever seen the animals
look happerier and there seems to be more of summer when I was a very bad person I couldnt give a damn about
how pretty nature it wasnt as nearly beautiful as it is fact if Andrea started a forest fire I would have too.
On the way back to my house I saw a little spider crossing my path on the road so instead of stomping on it I walked over it
hoping it makes its little journey acrossed the seems every bad things has changed for the better..... including me.
Now im interested in art alot and of course my friends including my faithful dog sits by my side I write to you
think before you act and realize who your real friends are.I am 15 and yet I've learned way too many of lifes lessons. I love ya
Lauren!........the end yet the journey never ends.....never....

Please r&r