Black Fever

Let me out
Let me free
Let me live

The body is crying because of pain
everything is senseless
burning and bursting
black fever is lying down on me

Emotions and feelings
without control
lead by black magic and fear
no way to bear
no way to change

There is a wild fire
in the haert
which won't stop
till I am breaking

The soul is lost
in spaces
over earth
between hell and heaven
without stop without rest
The energy is wasted
and the power gone

I am fighting I am crying
and still I will be dying

But why,tell me why
is it also hard to die?