Zombie in my viens

I felt the blood

Run down my lips

And fall onto the floor

And smile as you stare

Because you have no idea how I feel

And I am just a zombie in a body

But you would never know that

Because I have never told you

I try.. as hard as I can to make you happy... and I have just let you down.. again.. I pray to your fave savior.. that one day.. you will truley love me.. because you will know who I am.. and I will not have to play a worthless video game to prove it.. I wish I could take the lyrics in my head.. and write them down on paper... But as soon As I pick up a pen.. I just lose them all again... I want to die so badly... So what on earth is stopping me?