Let Me Smile Again

I know when we broke up it we said it was for the better, but that doesn't mean my heart has to agree. Where you really neive enough not to see it in my eyes. Or did you just choose to ignore it so you would feel less guilty about your decision. I loved you so much. Why did you do this to me? Do you have any clue how much it hurt when you said, "let's just be friends."? I gave my heart to you when we were "just friends" and you broke it in two.

Why can't you see when I am smiling at you I feel like I am going to cry? Why is it so hard for you to see that I can't let go? I just want to be with you but I can't so I settle for the next best thing. But I don't know how much longer I can hold on. The heart can only hold on so long before it gives way and becomes loveless and cruel to any one else who comes into your life. Please don't let that happen to me.

I want to laugh again and really mean it. I want to be able to meet a person and have my first thought be "I wonder if they like the movies?" Not "Stay away from me I can't stand getting hurt again." Please come back to me because if you don't I don't think I can ever smile again.

Emaleneangel: May be based a little off my life but that is for me to know and you not to. Please read and review.