Sharp

(If anyone has an idea for a better title please tell me. Thanx.)

Sharp

It glistens in the dark

The faraway light shining on metal

I want it to take the pain away

But I'm scared

Scared of the pain it'll cause

But in my mind I think it will feel good

The hurt inside will go away

But will it?

How can I make it go away?

It is inside

I can't put a band-aid on it

Can't say that its all better

But to get the pain out

Pain on the outside

It'll lesson the pain inside

But I'm scared

Scared of the sharpness

It'll tear at my skin

Cause it to bleed

Blood scares me

But it'll get the pain out

The anger

The hatred

I want to get rid of it all

But I'm scared

I don't know what to do

I'm lost

Somebody help me